I’m fucking done, fuck you.

you guys always ask why i love leo more, because he fucking appreciates me!

mom, you say i treat you like shit, when i spent the whole day on my feet yesterday helping you out

noel, you say i’m selfish, when everyday i have to clean your shit up because you fucking can’t

FUCK YOU

I do everything for you guys and thats not good enough!

okay…

I’m leaving, I’m never talking to you guys, I rather live with my dad in a studio than to ever deal with you guys ever again

I had no childhood, when I was ten I had to grow up to fucking take care of everyone else!

NO ONE TOOK CARE OF ME, I HAD TO PUT EVERYONE BEFORE MYSELF 

I feel like shit, tonight I spent thinking about my ex. I was thinking about how every time I said “I love you”. He said, “oh okay”.

he never loved me

he was MY first love

I gave him everything

I thought he cared

I was so wrapped up in the love I was feeling, it was so new to me

I was never good enough

I’m done blaming him

It was all my fault, I could have been less jealous, I could have backed off, I could have just walked away and not fight for him

I fucked up

I deserved all the hurt he gave me

I could have changed to make him happy

He wanted me to be perfect

I’m a horrible person.

What I don’t like about some girls/guys, they complain about their bodies, but they can shape their bodies if they eat healthy and work out. But all they do is stay home and whine. You have no right to complain about your body being the way it is, cause you can work out and shape your body they way you want. Just don’t be lazy, push yourself, anyone can do it :)

So i like my body, yeah i’m working out to lose some pounds around the sides but i have a great ass and tits. lately, I’ve just been hating myself, i hate my body, i feel like i’m fucking hideous. That no one is going to ever fucking love me :/ 

infinityandbets:

That a lot of people on tumblr are follower thirsty.
What is being “tumblr famous” going to do for you in life?
NOTHING.

I use tumblr to vent, not to get attention from people who act like they care, but don’t. 

Especially if you’re rude. Go away.

I don’t get why people have to be such cunts! What does it give you? Are you happy you put someone down? Are you getting a paycheck to put people down? Are you that insecure about your ego? Seriously, what the fuck do you get out of it? End of the day, you’ll have no one and you’ll still be a fucking cunt.

housewifeswag:

“i’ve never really been into bigger women but you are so (insert compliment here) that it doesn’t matter”

you should realize that i don’t take that as a compliment. you can’t sit there and tell me that i’ve suddenly changed your views on fat women. or that you don’t like fat women but i’m the exception to the rule. you obviously do like fat girls, bro. and there is nothing wrong with that. don’t let society brainwash you into thinking that bigger women get any less love than thin women. my size 18 ass gets plenty of lovin’. just leave out the fact that you are normally attracted to supermodels but there is “something about” me that makes you like big women. 

it’s because i’m fucking awesome. it has nothing to do with my weight.

/rant. 

youre awesome :)

It’s going to be so funny when I move out and you’re going to have no one to take care of you. You’re turning 22, and you complain about everything especially your weight. LOL you’re fucking lazy as fuck! you can’t wipe your own ass. The way you abuse everyone by telling everyone that they have to do what you want them to do is fucking pathetic. I get it you’re an overweight midget! oh my god you fucking act like you’re dying! be fucking grateful! stop complaining that you can’t do shit! YOU CAN IF YOU LOSE WIEGHT YOU FUCKTARD!!!!! Being a little person isn’t bad you pretend it is, theres people out there that live their lives normally but you? you fucking don’t! you act like being small is a virus! Shut the fuck up! Seriously the way you push me around, karma is going to bite you in the ass! When I move out, you’ll have no one at all to help you, you’ll be forced to lose weight and actually take care of yourself!

Seriously just fuck you, I fucking hate you, you’re a piece of shit. I’m done letting you control my feelings. I’m done letting you put the fucking blame on me. Do I fucking deserve the hell you put me through?! NO, NO ONE FUCKING DOES! but you still do it. What you’ve done to me, I regret not having you arrested. You should be rotting in jail for what you did to me, I’m done. This will be the last time you will ever be in mind or heart.

dkjqhjkwds i hate getting physical with people because I hardly get pissed off and I could care less if your bigger than me I would kick your ass

so my brother is drunk and he’s getting in my step dads face starting shit and at first they were just yelling at each other but this time leo got louder and louder and closer to him. And of course I fucking had to step in I pushed him and punched him in the face yelling at him. trust me I may look nice and short and sweet, if I have to kick your ass and get you to fucking listen to then I will.

People should know not to fuck with me, when I get mad, I’ll have you bleeding on the floor.

So in the shower I was thinking how a lot of people just like to assume things about me on here and just call me names and tell me to kill myself. I fucking take it cause I don’t care anymore. Most of you don’t know what I’ve been through, the hell I’ve been through. I’m always blamed for everything for some reason. I’m always the fuck up. I’m never good enough. With everything I’ve been through I always come out strong. Lately, I don’t know if I have the strength to fight anymore… 

So I’ve been doing the brazilian ass work out, omg my ass. Looks and feels amazing. here comes unfollows because I actually love my body, yeah I have huge tits and a great ass and I love them :) now some of you are thinking “oh my god that slut thinks shes better than everyone else” blah blah blah. Sorryyyyy, its my blog and I’m fucking proud of body. soooo go suck a cock :) 

If i’m talking to him and you don’t like it and youre judging me because of it. Thats just fucked up, come on! I support you, why can’t you to me? seriously, I’m done thinking about things, I want to have fun. I’m young, life is about making mistakes and learning! 

So now i’m thinking you weren’t talking to me cause you’re embarrassed of me. Yeah I get it I’m not fucking normal, I like to be loud and out there and I like making new friends, yeah I’m not like your friends who are stick skinny and blonde and that all they do is drink. Yeah, I’m a loser, but I thought you were my friend… I guess I’m too big of a loser to be friends with… 

I seriously hate when girls are like “oh my god, I’m so different, I’m really unique.” UMMMMMM… who cares!!! You’re lying to yourself, you think drinking, being a drunk slut, acting like a cat, dressing like a hipster, and listening to “unknown music” is cool. Guess what?  10 million other people already do that, you’re not unique or different. Just stop being so fake! Why is everyone so freaking fake now!? ughhhh 

some girls are stupid